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1月31日
‘This is the Cerastes Botanica,’ said the aide, reaching a hand towards a large iron laboratory door at the end of a stone corridor that they had found their way to, ‘It’s the Baron’s mythical playground.’ She pushed the door open and indicated to Shaffra to enter; he did, and paused for a second to take in this room, which at first glance seemed like an entire forest contained in a castle tower. Struck by the splintered light falling on the stone floor, he looked up and saw the skeleton of a seemingly endless vertical invaded by plants of every description; huge, trollish oak trees fifty feet off the ground rested on distant stone bridges, their root systems dangling down and becoming lost in wall shafts; vines and ivies created vast grasslike expanses on the inner cylinder of the wall surface, from which ferns and bushes exploded in living colour. Windows, holes into the sky, their edges eaten by ravenous vines, brought light of incandescent vivacity into the tunnel, which filtered downwards through the leaves and came out like a monastic stillness at the bottom, where Shaffra stood. ‘The Baron has a contingent of scientists which are involved in the research of xenomorph organisms. This silo is one of a series on this estate’s science facility.’ ‘Where are the scientists?’ asked Shaffra, exploring the heights of the room with his eyes. ‘They are meeting today,’ the aide said, ‘They are consolidating their progress. The ultimate aim is to allow the flora to grow to such an extent that the ecosystem would be structurally independent, potentially allowing the stone scaffolding to be removed.’ Shaffra considered this. ‘Right now, those trees are merely resting on stone bridges,’ the aide continued, ‘In time, they will be suspended by the strength of their roots. A common system of vascular roots will allow the plants at higher strata to access water. It’s a biological supersystem.’
1月28日 - I'm stronger now. Not too long ago I was so self-conscious that walking through my high school's front gates used to make my legs turn to jelly. In fact, walking is actually a major source of self-image anxiety for me; after all, a proud, badass strut emotes power in a way that's almost unattainable in any other way- case in point, The Matrix, Kill Bill Vol. 1 (Oren Ishi-i and her assassin entourage). But right now you might be glad to know that, even though I'm not there 100% just yet, I'm reconciling myself with a lot of things that used to cause me stress. I'm pretty sure I'm aware of the power that self-acceptance gives you (although I don't think I've quite abandoned my quest for the most supreme badass strut just yet).
- I'm now officially a Law student. Admittedly less than fortnight ago I was shitting myself at the prospect of studying something as academically titanic as Law, I have to admit I'm liking the idea. Law is not something that exists on a quantum level to society, rather, law is society, and the way that people interact and live with each other today is wholly contingent upon the system of rules that exist to control them, and the systems of rules that shaped the history we've inherited. That said, law is not just the study of rules; it's the study of justice and morality and their interpretation, practice, and morphology. Law is also something with a huge historical legacy of information, the thought of which is nothing but tantric for someone with infowanderlust like me. So whether or not I make it in the discipline, there is my little chunk of justification for at least giving it my best shot.
- I fell in love with systems a long time ago. Systems are mathematical, political, cultural, legal, scientific, administrative, cybernetic, semiotic, and more. Systems are composed of inputs and outputs, connections, links and threads, communications, transfers and processes, efficiencies, production. Systems can be explored and manipulated. Emergence is a term denoting the automatic manifestation of complex systems in nature, like beehives and termite mounds, natural ecosystems, and gigantic superorganisms such as the Great Barrier Reef. Computer systems are controlled with C++ programming, robotic systems with electronic engineering, employee systems with human resources, citizen systems with public policy.

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